Strangely, when I worried so much (very obvious from the posts below) about how things are gonna be back to normal, things just fall back in place nicely and life’s good all over again. I guess faith is the key. 118 days to go, go go go!

Honestly I’m so scared that keeping out this time will end up keeping out forever. But this time, I’ll throw in all my faith, belief, strength. Because we are really better than this. Meanwhile, I’ll prove that I’m not weak.

I saw YJ’s status saying: “Everything is alright in the end. If it’s not alright, then it’s not the end.” So, all for the day when everything will be alright again, I can wait, wait not in pain but in faith. I can wait forever, as long as it’s worth the wait.

I’m horribly envious of the hall people who will be visiting him in Lyon, because they get to, and he looks forward to. I can only blame myself for not being rich enough. What can I do, I’m so envious, my nose turns sour every time I think of this.